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[22 May 2005|09:27pm] |
NEW LIVE JOURNAL!!! www.liejournal.com/~oh_mercy_me
add away kids!
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[21 May 2005|11:33pm] |
ALKALINE TRIO LYRICS
"Fine Without You"
Well I'll sit here and convince myself it's true.
If you keep on telling your friends that we're through.
I've got nothing here but loneliness
Holes in walls and bleeding fists.
My head is pounding like a pillow, like a big black song.
Well my friends and I try to tell me you're gone.
Won't listen to myself or anyone.
You got on a plane and off you went.
You're never coming back again.
I'm trying to convince myself it's true.
Convincing myself
I'll be just fine without you.
I'll be here telling myself it's true.
I sit here trying to convince myself it's true.
But you keep on pretending you have no clue.
I'd kill for you and eat the flesh.
Give you the heart and burn the rest.
A thousand miles ain't shit to walk if I'm walking to hold you but
I'll be just fine without you
I'll be here telling myself
I'll be just fine without you
I'll be here telling myself it's true.
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[11 May 2005|11:05am] |
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
fuck this
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[26 Apr 2005|10:58pm] |
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things are perfect, but there alot closer to good than bad :) infact im rather happy at the mo. :) hehehe
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[24 Mar 2005|12:17pm] |
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i had a good day yesterday, i got on the bus and vicky came on, then i go intto town and met beth, then we bumped into jam, then andy then we went to citrus emily came and we bumped into al, then jam came, and then ed, and sakis, then we all had to move and me and beth saw kai so we went to hang out iwth kai for a bit and i cdolded myself with his tea :S and then we walked around for a bit, and then i met chris, then i went to garfroth and met ben and ad, and little lewis was there, and tom and sam and dona and barlow and jai and jonny and carl and im sure im missing some one out but meh...
anywhoo was fun saw lots of people. OOOOOOO i saw charlie at one point aswell :D
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[22 Mar 2005|11:35pm] |
i stole from roes....
A - Age you got your first kiss: 11
B - Band listening to right now: the blood brothers
C - Crush: secret
D - Dad's name: cirilo
E - Easiest person to talk to: emily
F - Favorite bands at the moment: blink 182, alkaline trio (for life not just the moment)
G - Gummy Worms or Gummy Bears: what?
H - Hometown: leeds
I - Instrument:...what about them?
J- Junior High: what? i duno what it is, i'll do both primary school: grimed dyke primary and high school boston spa comprehensive
K - Kids: None
L - Longest car ride ever: i have no idea
M - Mum's name: gail
N - Nicknames: fi , fia...and some people actually call me princess
O - One wish: be happy
P - Phobia of Spiders: YES
Q - Fave Quote: im dieing, dont tell anyone...fucking grave diggers
R - Reason to smile: i have a wonderfull life
S - Song you sang last: ermm....alkaline trio...i dont know what its called, the one where it ses lets walk home let be afraid...
T - Time you woke up: i dont know
U - Unknown fact about me: i keep alot of things to myself
V - Vegetable you hate: sprouts
W - Worst habit(s): pull the skin of my fingers, and i hum when im thinking
X - X-rays you've had: belly, and hand
Y - Yummy food: GRAVY
Z - Zodiac sign: gemini
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[20 Mar 2005|09:09pm] |
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its come to my attention i dont actually have any real friends... its quite sad really. no ones guna read this anyway so its all good. i just wish sometimes thats all.
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[06 Mar 2005|04:14pm] |
"The 'Feel Good' Revolution"
come by when you get off work
i will be sitting around doing nothing
we can wait until the sun goes down
then we will drive off deep into the night
i don't care where we are going
as long as i'm going with you
the summer swells in
with the heat comes a new kind of wanting
cool nights never cooled us off
lay around and wait for something to happen
when it is three lonely figures
a bedroom, a basement, she is scared
which one is sleeping and which one is lying awake?
which one is sleeping and which one is lying about it?
afternoon drags on and on
movie nights that never end
we can hang out all night long
lay in bed and talk to a good friend
because you only get older and you probably forget what it is like
the university is quiet today
we didn't clean
we just talked in the bathroom
the girl always gets in the way
ruined friendships but others replace them
these opinions are poison
i have been drinking them all of my life
i could never replace you
and i could never forget what its like
step out on a moonlit roof
the radio leads a feel good revolution
cigarettes and my closest friends
i tell myself that i have to remember this
i have to remember this
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[27 Feb 2005|05:25pm] |
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i had a pretty good nite friday! wernt to carpe then star with walli and sammy then to chloes hows wich was odd cos i havnt seen her in years...but it was a fun nite, saturday was ok, i got really really drink. meh! fodden rules! hehe anywhoo i need to do lots of work for college so im off!
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[23 Feb 2005|05:34pm] |
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blink 182 have split up. the end of my world.. i can allready tell this year is going to be a bad one.
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[21 Feb 2005|11:42pm] |
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iv worked it all out. he never loved me, he never loved anyone, hes just scared to be alone. i knew all along, but it never mattered because maybe im the same. he was out tonite. but he's not him any more he's different theres nothing there, that i liked before. and it all good, cos theres some one still out there for me, i just have to find them. it hurts a little that something that was such a big part of my life for a while was just all a lie...but still i can be me again now :)
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[19 Feb 2005|01:28pm] |
my mum and dad came back, as soon as my dad got in he was having a go at me about something, the first thing he said, my mum was being nice but this morning when i woke up, it was back to me doing everything wrong. went to star last nite for loz's birthday, didnt really see anyone once i got in there tho. i had a pretty shitty nite. iv hada pretty shit week, month, year. meh
happy happy happy
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[17 Feb 2005|11:27pm] |
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:( i want it to stop hurting, im such a fucking mess. everyone allways says im a strong person, but im not, i just pretend to be, maybe i was once, but im not anymore, i cant be, i dont have it in me to try. i love him. i know he never loved me, i know he never loves anyone, he just thinks he has to love some one, so he makes himself think he does. he just doesnt want to be lonley, but i was ok with that. but he "loves" some one else now. and im a fucking wreck. i dont know what to do. its breaking me so much, and i need someone, but not just anyone. just one person. but i cant anymore. i have to build a time machine, i would do things so differently. i want it to stop hurting. im trying to forget, honestly i am. i hate being me, but no one cares. and he certainly doesnt. every time i see him with her. i think its not fair it should be me, but it never can be, i had my chance. yack :( just thinking of him makes me smile, and then it makes me cry. i cant win. i never will, i think this is how it was ment to be tho, i always lose, iv learnt that from an early age.
goodbye
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[12 Feb 2005|09:22pm] |
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shit shit shit shit shit shit shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[11 Feb 2005|01:29am] |
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ermm im bored, iv had a shit week off wich iv done NOTHING in...ahhh it sucks being me, i wish i wasnt so lazy, and i wish i wasnt so alone... i want tomoro to come so i can go out. i will attempt to get drunk... doubt it tho i have no pennys!!!!!
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[06 Feb 2005|01:12pm] |
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"im never guna know you now, but im going to love you anyhow"
on the 15th i will think about you more than anything. i miss you. i want you back. your mine. always will be. i love you
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[06 Feb 2005|01:11pm] |
drink up, baby, stay up all night
the things you could do, you won't but you might
the potential you'll be that you'll never see
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days
do what i say and i'll make you okay and drive them away
the images stuck in your head
people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
i'll keep them still
drink up, baby, look at the stars, i'll kiss you again
between the bars where i'm seeing you
there with your hands in the air waiting to finally be caught
drink up one more time and i'll make you mine
keep you apart deep in my heart separate from the rest
where i like you the best
and keep the things you forgot
the people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
i'll keep them still
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[06 Feb 2005|03:59am] |
OH MY GOD WHAT A FUCKING FUNNY NITE. danny was totaly pissed and me and loz had to look after him was sooo funny "halo, halo? why arent you talking to me, alo alo, the lights are on" " you been to phono.. yeah me too...i had a fucking good nite.." that was some of the conversation danny had with the intercom on in the taxi on the way home!! HHEHEHEEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHE
love you all
xxxxx
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[31 Jan 2005|11:08pm] |
i love my friends rite now! there the best people in the world! thankyou too:
beth ---->she's my girlfriend
becca ---->she's my little princess and bride to be
sid -----> ALWAYS there for me
charlie ----->amazingly funny when drunk
danny -----> just amazingly funny
sophie -----> one of the nicest people ever
loz ------> I ADORE LOZ even tho i dont see her much
andy -------> still best friends after 16 years
chris<3 ------> he always makes me smile, i love chris to millions of bits
jam -------> even tho i dont talk much and never say bye he's allways one of the nicest people ever
emily ------> im glad i went to college cos i at least i met her!
ed -----> me and emily miss him when he doesnt come in
jonny ------> makes college funny....and he got me my verbal warning! YAY
adam -----> always helps me pic the peices back up
sam ------> she's just class!!!
jamie ----> no matter how far away he is he never leaves my side...( it does make sence)
theres lots more...this is just the people who mean alot to me rite at this moment in time. if your not on there sorry, im sure i love you anyway
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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[29 Jan 2005|06:13pm] |
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out, nout stop it, its not funny i hate kai he's a fucking arsehole and my names sophia, sophia.. are you really guna update with taht, aww for fucks sake.. *shakes head* fuck you im off to play hack heheheheheehe
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